BRIAN
I was not sure if she would take my hand. I do not want to feel like this right now. I want to be strong and brave and be the man she needs but I can not lie to myself anymore. I am afraid. I do not know who these people are around me. I do not want anyone to touch me except Lisa. I want her to be with me the entire time. I want to smell her sweet scent and feel her lips against mine. I do not want anything or anyone else.
But I know that I need medical attention. I know that my head is pounding. I know that my arms are burning like hell. I just do not want to feel so lost anymore. Then I hear the doctor say to me.
“Captain Smith, you have some severe injuries and we require you to stay the night”
I see the look on her face and I know that she means only well but nothing inside m
