The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

chapter 5

( alarm clock sound from mobile phone )

" Umm ..." The sound of the alarm clock made me lose my temper at having to waking up. in order to quickly find the phone to quickly turn off the alarm Because I feel considerate of the person sleeping next to me, but ....

" Oh, you're awake? " I was a little shocked. I quickly turned to the source of the voice and found that Nong Camp was already in my work clothes. I was still in my dress last night. This said that he would take care of the best father's son .... ( but where he returned to be his son, he had to take care of us more ....) The first time I met this young man's face.

" What's wrong with you? Are you still afraid of last night's events? .... It's okay, I'm here now . until he might notice What I was unexpected happened when the young man I secretly sat down beside him and hugged me in his chest with a concern.

From the younger's actions, I couldn't help but shed tears. Before letting Ho cry like a 2-3 year old child, the hug became tighter ...

" I'm sorry .... that I intended to take care of the camp. intending to be a good helper for camping But now you're a weak person, let Camp take care of you .... I'm sorry, and I'm sorry Camp. I'm going to talk to the doctor today. That you will go to do an internship at another hospital so that it will not be a burden to the camp !" I said with sobs every now and then. I'm really sorry about what happened. I don't know if I'm thinking too much or not.

The atmosphere in the room was so quiet that they could hear each other's heartbeats for a moment …

" You don't have to think too much. You are not my burden. I am the one who wants to take care of you. From last night's events, I realized that you should have me by your side. Until I can live alone without worrying about you. Brother Mei, let me take care of you. " The words, the twinkle in his eyes from the young man in front of him conveyed his sincerity and willingness until I could feel it. Like this, I wouldn't dare to deny his good intentions, right?

" Yes, brother !" Nong Kamp asked again to get an answer from me.

" If it's the camp's needs, I'm happy. " I looked into the eyes of the young man answering his question. The person in front of me received an answer from me, the face of waiting and hope suddenly transformed into a face of happiness. And the big sky on both sides pulled me in to embrace again with a lot of thanks.

KAMP's actions caused me to feel relieved. That he wants to take care of me is his real need. Or is it the duty that Nong Kamp received from Father Nop? I tried to think while taking a shower. My feelings were all confused. I'm happy to smile at myself in the mirror in the bathroom sink. It suddenly dawned on him that it might be a duty he had been assigned by his father. or that the younger brother feels the same way as me and therefore wants to take care of me as I want to take care of him I thought back and forth several times until the sound of the bathroom door being knocked from outside …

Knock knock ...

" Is Mei almost finished? There's only half an hour left, brother. " His brother's call made me conscious, so I hurriedly took out the toothbrush and rinsed my mouth. without forgetting to quickly pick up the young lady and wrap it around her waist Turn to open the bathroom door and hurry out.

" Your face is still worried. Take it easy bro, don't think too much .... Only 25 minutes left , I'll help you get dressed so we can finish quickly. The pork porridge is all cold. ” I turned to the food he was talking about and saw that there was a large white bowl empty on the workbench. And the boy who wanted to take care of me, arranged to pick up my clothes and help manage the order for me again It took less than 3 minutes for the dressing to be done according to his wishes. Which I used to spend almost half an hour before everything was done before I hurried to finish eating the porridge prepared by my beloved brother. made me see the smile on his face again

Today is the first day for my internship at the hospital of my dreams. With a young man 2 years older than me gradually becoming a buddy next to me most of the time. Whether it's a document registration department Contact work or public relations There will be this young man teaching me almost every job. no matter how difficult or easy the task is Nong Camp will explain and let me try to follow almost everything. from what happened by learning from the young man whom I had a crush on since the first time After almost a full day, now I feel that I should be able to work in every department without difficulty. because both knowledge and action Even though there are parts of the work that I don't understand There will always be a young camper who is always there to give advice by your side. As a result, I can work all day happily. All events that happened to me were in the eyes of Father Nop as well.

" Are you busy, child? Come see your father in his room, son. "

" Yes, Father Nop, I just finished filling out the outpatient information. " I hung up the phone call from Father Nop and turned to tell Nong Camp that he would excuse himself to see his father for a moment ....

Knock knock ...

" Allow me, please ...."

" Come in, kid ! Sit first . ”

" Does your father have any business with me? "

" Yesterday, Chao Camp called to ask for permission from Father. To ask to stay with the child in the room until the child can be alone ….” His tone of voice and his face looked so serious that I felt scared.

" If Father Nop is not comfortable with this matter I can talk to him myself. That it's enough for me to live ….” I made an uncomfortable comment about what I heard.

" How can I tell my sister like that? Isn't that because it's the desire of both of us ?" A serious face began to show a knowing smile at the corners of his mouth.

" Father Nop !" I exclaimed, calling his name in surprise.

" Father can see that from what he saw that the two of us were working together happily. Dad became more comfortable at this event. A father may not have to work hard to help another father's son. because the camper might have a good feeling Give me the same, my child !"

" But I think what you're doing Maybe follow your father's orders. " I objected from the reason I heard from him.

" No but nothing. what we see will be true or not true Time will prove everything. Is Mei ready to accept the outcome that will happen or not ? Mei will not regret the consequences in the future ?!” It was filled with good hope. who wants me and your son to be happy together as you expect without knowing what will happen in the future I was delighted and answered Father Nop with confidence.

" No matter what the outcome will be I am ready to accept what will happen in the future, Father Nop. " After the end of my words He got out of the work chair, walking around and stood up before embracing me with tenderness. almost made me cry

" Father, P'Mei !!" Father Nop and I parted and turned towards the source of the sound ....

" Camp !!" Father Nop exclaimed in shock.

" What happened? Why did Father and Pee Mei come to stand and hug each other like this .... Can someone explain it to me ?!" Nong Camp looked shocked at what had happened. His eyes were obviously sad. as if he was disappointed in something

" There's nothing in the camp. I just had a little problem, so I came to ask for advice from the doctor. Now I have a solution for my problem. The teacher, the doctor, was also happy to go with me. So we just hugged to show our concern for each other. ”

" Shows concern .... How much do you have to care for each other to hug each other like that ?!"

" Enough !! It's nothing, baby It's just a hug that shows caring for each other, son ... You don't have anything and go back to work. I'll continue working now. " From Father Nop's words, it seems that the situation has ended. But that's the beginning of an event that I didn't expect ...

I tried halfway to follow the camp who was expressed to the dissatisfaction with the incident that occurred many minutes ago.

" Camp stop ! Camp, did you hear me say that !..." My call was not effective enough to stop the young man from walking away. Regardless of standing in front of or holding the arm The young man ripped off his hand from his arm and continued to flee endlessly. Without a single word coming out of his mouth. This kind of symptom was the jealousy that I had before. Or to think in another way is He must have been angry with me for messing with his father. But his father is my father too. Maybe it's wrong that I haven't told him yet. That Father Nop is my father's best friend and I respect his father as one of my fathers as well. And how strange would it be for father and son to hug like that? I think I should find a chance to tell him about it. If he knew the problem of misunderstanding would not have happened.

As I don't know where my younger brother is going. Finally, he came to a stop in front of my own room. before he took the liberty to walk back to me and reach out his hand into my trouser pocket to retrieve the key to unlock the door and walked into the room with a more displeased look than before ...

" Listen to me first, Camp .... What kind of person are you normally ? .... Do you like to think about yourself ? .... Or what ?" will explain to him so that he can understand That it wasn't what he thought or couldn't comprehend at all.

" Brother, stop talking ! I don't know Why did you come to do an internship here ? Or what secrets do you and my father have? If you are thinking of coming to do an internship here in order to snatch your father away from your mother and me I beg you to stop thinking about it ... because I will never allow anyone to manipulate my father for sure !! "