The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 6

Plug !!....

“ What the hell are you thinking about ? You have no right to insult your father like that ! What your brother and father say is true. We are nothing like you think. Your father just hugged me to cheer me up … When you think like this, I don't want to be a problem between your father and you … I'll go by myself. So you don't have to think like that again !!" I said with tears in my utmost regret before I raised the back of my hand and carelessly wiped the tears on my cheek. then turned around and went to open the closet and took a large bag down from the back of the closet and prepared to zip it open. In order to use both hands to collect things into the bag ...

" Brother Mei ! Brother Mei ! Stop it … I'm sorry … I'm sorry, brother !!” The most protruding young man knelt behind me as he raised his hand to hug me from behind in a trembling voice.

" Brother, please don't do this, I'm sorry .... Brother, don't go .... I won't think like this again. I already know that I was just thinking about it .... You're not going !" Nong Camp was crying and describing so that he wouldn't let me go. From his words, it was like reminding me that It's a misunderstanding of younger people who don't know the root cause. And now his younger brother knows and understands. How can we not forgive his younger brother? When I thought of that, my impatience Relaxing because of compassion, plus the good feelings that have been given before I then slowly sat down with a young boy embracing the back and didn't put his hand.

" You can stop crying, you can't go .... But there's one thing that I want to ask Camp .... that from now on, no matter what happens. Don't have thoughts or talk insulting your own parents again .... Can you ?" Nong Camp stopped crying at my request before sitting and listening to me with narrow eyes on the side.

" Okay ! I won't think like that again. I'm forbidden to go anywhere. "

“ Yes, I will continue to work here for a long time. Until the doctor expels you … .is it okay ?” As soon as I finished speaking, a young boy in the form of a teenager who was only 2 years apart from me jumped up and hugged me happily as though he had received a new toy. Then I was shocked again when suddenly Little Camp secretly kissed my cheek. I lost a big kiss. It resulted in me feeling so embarrassed that I almost wanted to insert the land to escape and know and survive. In the future, will I look at his younger brother's face or not? Play and do this until I can't go. But looking at Nong Camp's eyes, he didn't feel like he had done anything. It makes me so embarrassed that my face is red tomato now. While still in a state of embarrassment, the young man accidentally pulled me to sit on my lap since I don't know when. Dead ... I'm definitely dead ... I can't go now ...

In the meantime, my heart was beating erratically. He felt hot flashes all over his face and the heat spread to different parts of his body. Especially in the lower abdomen, feeling turbulent. However, it's not right. The young man's strong arms continued to embrace me. I tried to keep myself as calm as my mind could. Before deciding to hold the arms on both sides of the person who hugged me to lift from the waist to look as smooth as possible, without the other person feel that I reject that hug

Immediately, Nong Kamp hugged me tighter and purposely touched my other cheek with a prominent nose.

" You promised me. that I won't go anywhere until my father won't let you work here again . "

" Tell me what's the deal? You can let go, you have to go to work ?!" I said boldly, afraid of the big boy. who still has quite a bit of a child

" Can you sit still for a while .... I'm feeling good !"

" Eh !! What is it ... that you sit in the campsite and feel good ?!" I asked back in curiosity.

" Yes, brother ! It feels so good !” His voice sounded sly.

" Wait !! I think it sounds weird ! ” before deciding to take both of his arms away from him Then hurriedly stood up because I felt strange when I was sitting on the boy's lap. It felt like something alive was trying to move.

As soon as I got up, I turned around to look at Nong Camp's lap. I was shocked by what I saw. Nothing happened. What exactly was the feeling that I felt when I was sitting on the window? I vigorously shake my head a few times to get those thoughts out of my head.

" Why do you look like I'm going to do something to you like that? " From the question, it made me feel like I couldn't do anything ....

" Well .... it's nothing ! If the camp understands me well I'd like to go back to work again ... It's been a long time since I've been working. " Before I rushed out of the room to go to the patient registration department to clear the paperwork. Even though all the documents have been handled by me since the afternoon. If I didn't do that, now I don't know what to look like. Because what I think and his younger brother's actions seem so opposite that I can hardly look at the camp. I'm really thinking too far It's so far away that I'm almost never going back ...

It was almost 6:00 p.m. when I came out for a walk in the park on the opposite side of the hospital staff dormitory. I strolled slowly through the park. while pondering about the events that happened in the afternoon What happened last night? Or is it the action of Nong Camp that almost gave me a heart attack by kissing my cheek twice? What exactly is it? What did he think of me? Or am I thinking all by myself? For whatever reason these events happen almost every day. since I came to this hospital of Father Nop All in all, it made me happy like never before. Until my legs felt tired so I sat down at a long table with backrests under a big tree not far from the path in that park.

" Brother Mei, sit here ! I walked around Call and know that your phone is on the table beside the bed. "

" Just finished clearing the paperwork. So I asked the registration officer, he said that there is a park on the opposite side of the dormitory. So I came for a walk. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. ” I explained the reason to the young man as he sat down in the same chair as me.

" Don't apologize to me, brother. You must be feeling stressed, right? So I want to sit and relax here like me before. "

( It's stressful, stressful about you. A child in an adult form !) I thought to myself while looking at his face, making Nong Camp have a suspicious expression on his face.

" That's about it. Let's go get something to eat, I'm starting to get hungry . So changing the topic is the best solution for me at this time.

" Let's go, brother .... but today I don't eat anymore, rice with duck. Today I'm going to take you to eat noodles with a strange recipe ?! "

" Bizarre formula !! Will it be able to eat it ?" He asked back curiously.

" It's okay, brother. If you can't eat it, then why would they sell it? .... I also ask strangely ! Oh, I'll take you there, for sure ! " The more I met with this kind of behavior of him. It made me feel more like him than before. His younger brother took me to walk to the shop that I told him in a friendly way. Then that may look more friendly, that is. He hugged my neck and walked towards that bizarre noodle shop as if he were my best friend. This concludes that I'm about to have a boyfriend or have a best friend. But I still don't know if my younger brother will think the same as me or not. If the younger brother thinks the same, then it would be a very good thing once in my life. But what if he doesn't think like me? ... It's hard to get a weak heart back to be as strong as it is now. Then it would be harder for me to open my heart to love again. Or maybe I won't open my heart to anyone until the day I die ... It's a very painful feeling. with unrequited feelings in love ...

As soon as the two of us walked to a bizarre noodle shop, something Nong Kamp said. He hurriedly arranged to arrange a chair for me to sit in knowingly. Being a person who actually plays like this Sometimes I can't help but think to myself that he really feels good about me. Sometimes a flash of thought came in that was the duty he was assigned. Or is it because he has no friends? No one would give me a friendly conversation like me, so he tried to do everything to make me feel good until he didn't want to leave his life. Nong Kamp at this time, why does he look especially cute? keep pampering me with everything until his strange noodles were served Looking at the face and the color , it looks appetizing, but I don't know if it will taste as good as they said ( if it's not delicious, it looks good ) . This adult figure is absolutely incomprehensible. before deciding to scoop the noodles in the bowl into his mouth

" Oh !! It's so delicious ... a million chicken clumps . As a result, Nong Camp's smile almost cracked ...