Chapter 15
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Yasmyn's POV
Things happened before I could process. I was screaming. I was literally screaming, asking my wolf not to do that. I wanted to take control but I failed terribly. And here we are, with the entire pack watching.
My wolf marked Brendan's wolf. The one I was trying my best running away from. And now he is marked as mine. Just the wolf form though. Not the human side.
As if that is going to ease the pain now!
My wolf slowly got up and stood, as she looked at Brendan's wolf. Brendan's wolf got back up and there was a growl from him.
Adi threw a pair of clothes at my wolf and she growled lowly at him too. Now what the actual f**k is her problem?
She eventually took the clothes into her huge wolf mouth. Brendan's wolf did the same and our wolves ran in the same direction. The direction Brendan's wolf is leading us. I don't even know his name.
What am I going to tell him now? I was hell bent on showing him what I can do because he rejected me. And my wolf had gone all crazy and marked his.
If my life is not a movie, then I seriously don't know what it is.!
Brendan's and my wolf went to two different sides of a large tree. And now, I don't know how to shift back. Great!
My wolf was calm. Like she was waiting for me to do something. But no one prepared me for an early shift and I don't even know what to do.
I heard the bones crack on the other side of the tree. I can sense the energy shift in the air. Brendan's wolf is now back in the deep corner of his head, and Brendan is full in control.
I could hear the shifting of the clothes. I can hear and see everything much more clearly now. I can even see the dew on the grass clearly.
I love having a wolf but I don't know if I love my wolf though.
A low growl escaped through my wolf's lips. She probably heard what I just thought. And at this point, I don't even care. I am seriously so disappointed. I imagined that my wolf and I would be best friends. But this just made everything much more harder.
I saw Brendan before me, all dressed. In clothes that are tighter for his physique. He looked at me confused and then released a sigh.
"I am taking this as you not knowing how to shift back," he said and I wish I could nod at him.
But to my surprise, my wolf nodded at him though. I could see a smirk on Brendan's face. Damn, I seriously have no idea how to face him now.
"Do you want me to help you or shall I call Adi?" He asked me again.
I wish I could tell him but sadly, I cannot. But my wolf tilted her head to right for a second, and then lifted her right paw, pointing it at Brendan.
I don't know if that is wolf language or whatever, but Brendan understood it.
"Alright, Yasmyn. I hope you can hear me. I hope you are not asleep," he said and I scoffed.
He thought I would have my first shift, watch my wolf mark his and then go to sleep leaving my wolf go on a rampage? What does he take me for?!
A low growl escaped from my wolf's lips and Brendan's smirk widened. I don't know what my wolf is trying to communicate but I hope she is not embarrassing me further.
"Your wolf is a part of you. And for you to take back the control from her, you need to stand in the same line as her," Brendan said.
Yeah. As if I can stand where my wolf is. Applaud her for what she did and then politely take the control back.!
"You need to focus. You need to close your eyes. Reimagine yourself as human. Chanel your energy. Push your wolf back to the corner of your mind. Take control. And endure the pain," Brendan said.
It was the last part that kind of scared me. But that pain is nothing after the horror I faced in front of the pack just a few minutes ago.
I closed my eyes and imagined how I looked like when I was a human. My long black hair, my shoulders, my long legs and my face.
I didn't consider myself the most prettiest but I always knew I wasn't average though.
I chaneled my energy into finding the core link between my wolf and I. And it was like a rope that's on fire. I could see a wolf. A red one with a growl on her face. But the moment she saw me, she stopped growling.
She walked to me, with her eyes wide and took my hand in hers. I could feel the energy shift and then, it happened.
The bones snapping and my body trying to get back into the human form. Brendan did give me a heads-up about this but the pain is still unbearable.
"It's okay. Just a little more. You are actually getting better," Brendan said.
Yeah he is just being nice. Because what the f**k is with getting better when this is the second time I am shifting. And technically first time shifting from wolf to human form.
It was my legs that feel the most vulnerable. Back when I shifted into my wolf and now when I am shifting into my human self.
It probably took me forever to shift back but when my legs felt like jello and I was about to fall down, it was Brendan who caught me.
"You did good for a first timer," he smiled at me and I wish I could smile back at him.
I could finally feel the sparks. He does too.
But our moment was short lived when we both finally realised that I was naked.
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